Foot prints in the sand

I've been thinking,
about a lot of nothing really.
The fact that i can't stop thinking what i think,
Its killing me more and more as the thought comes permanent.

Truth be told I've never felt this way,
and not the way where i say its different this time!
I mean this shit cause I've never been more real with you,
You know I'm coming real cause..I'm going slow with this note.

I got my fam bam always talking to me,
Cause i get so confused on what to do or think.
But i can't help it sometimes i think to hard and you know that,
My fam bam knows it cause she goes through the stress with me. (even tho i really shouldn't be stressing)

I know I'm not the best thing out there,
But for some reason you seem to be digging me as much as i do you.
And don't get me wrong I mean I'm loving everything i get from you,
Cause I know that it's a privilege to even have you.

The more i try to write on how to explain what you mean to me,
I can feel.. I can feel how close you really are to me.
Its not like i need you cause i don't,
But i want to and you know how that is.

I felt like running around being like an usual guy,
but they way you got me down.
i feel so good that i got you holding me down the way you do;)
You know how i feel and there's nothing i wouldn't do for you.

Last thoughts..
The thing different about us baby..
Is that when we walk with our foot steps in the sand..
Our foot prints never wash away with the water tide.
They stay full,
Cause just like you and me,
We ain't going no where.

Don't turn your back on me..

Its not really about how you stand with me,
and its not really about who i come around with.
the movement you turn your back to me,
and try to drop or hurt me for what I like to be.

I'm a very good friend to the ones I love,
and i don't usually play around with what goes on.
I'm more grown up in m own state of mind,
And when the day comes for us to all grow up.

Don't think about the ones who can't mature enough,
Pay no attention to the ones who really slack on the life around you.
Become better and richer than your parents ever was,
Isn't that what they want for you anyways?

Baby from the start this has been a weird thing going,
But you and me..sounds good doesn't it ?
Everyone talks about how we act so much alike,
really and truly I miss you more everyday that goes by without seeing those eyes of yours.

For my friends who act all tough,
but deep down just don't have anyone really to talk to.
Come and lets talk about anything you want,
Because I hear things more than you need to say.

The people who are doing the best they can,
and for some reason you think it's not doing helping at all.
Trust me it helps out for more than one way than you think,
the moment you stop..life hits you harder than hurricane Trina.

Last thoughts...
I feel things others don't feel,
I done somethings I'm not proud of,
But at least I can have the god given chance to make a difference in what i do.

If someone is not the way you want them to be,
Don't change them,
They will get there day other day.

No More

When your in to deep,
dig deeper cause I'm pretty sure your not alone.
when you think your alone,
look around and get help from the ones you love.

i was taught never to give up,
just like everyone else.
but the difference is that its me not you,
and when i get to too deep i run back cause I'm never ready.

always come out strong,
thinking that I'm to hard for this ish.
but really,
i can get on the soft side,
let em know what i''m really about,
show em all what i can really do.

baby i love you,
and I'm think I'm ready to get open with you.
don't get me wrong i never done anything like this,
and me just exposing it shows that I'm trying to be real with you,
but don't take what i do for you for granted.

and for my friend that's like my sister to me Nellb,
you been there since the first day i meet you,
even when we fought it was always for fun,
even if we got mad couple seconds later laughing and making jokes again.

for the close friends of mine,
ill make sure you'll make it too.
i will never forget about the people who changed my life in a way,
you mean alot to me you really do.

If i was to do something stupid,
just know i care about you all.
don't take what i say lightly,
I'm capable of doing more dumb ish than you can think of.

i would never do anything to hurt you at all,
but what i do happens for a reason.
so if i end there i mean we all go there at one time or another,
but if i go sooner than the rest know that i never gave up,
never on you or on anyone when thier down so do the same for others.

last thoughts...
this is the end isn't it.
fun while it lasted :) :(
do what you gotta do to make your name stay.

I Want Is Different From what i have

i could bore you with what i have,
or i could bore you with what i want.
i ain't about that though,
everyone who knows me knows I'm striaght.

Its never about who or how many people you know,
its whether you can fool em enough to get what you want.
you think your so good at doing what you do,
you can never be better than me i only say that cause I'm a lightskin.

haaha i bet you thinking this lightskin is cocky now,
but don't get it twisted uh i ain't cocky I'm just straight nothing else to it.
do you got a problem with me i mean do you got a problem with what i stand for?
well come handle your shit with me if not sit back down stop wasting peoples time just for your show.

This is my time and i ain't sharing with no one,
not that i mean i just like to share.
Not my fault that you do,
well you have no choice your girl runs you more than you on her.

I say that with disappointment not really being positive,
the only time i try to be positive is when your moms is flirting with me.
i mean I'll flirt back only is she good enough,
if not than I'm not afraid to bring her in the back i mean its just a brown paper bag.

I'm a hold that money still,
why they bother bring you in to the circle its not big enough.
sorry to say but since they ain't got the nuts to say it i will with pleasure,
to many girls come to you for the wrong reasons,
why you think they leave you after the first minute,
not saying you a minute many i mean i would never expose that,
but at least try to last longer for my sake,
they keep coming to me saying "pleasure me "

that took alot of me,
I'm tired now.
what are you crazy to believe everything i say,
I'm just getting started this is my year.

Last thoughts ....
hold your shit down hard
cause someone can come along being easier than you..
take everything thing you own from the cars to your house
you'll be on the streets with your moms only difference she getting money her way
and someone being easier i mean me hahahah hold that don't quote meh...

Words Unspoken

Ever had the feeling
where in you want to speak up
but than just thought why bother
i mean you think to your self
" this ain't going to do nothing "
but your wrong...
the words that are unspoken are abused in another way
they can pile up and get you at your weakest times
when i say this you want to be the one able to express them selves
take chances because this is one life you have to make it worth it why hold back.

as i go day by day
i think to my self
i'm better than you thought i'd ever be
but little as you know the thoughts i have are strong
stronger that i can try to hold back
words thoughts can make you go through alot more than what something else to someone else
but only you know how it is for you and thinking is a pwoerful thing
to have that as many people think open your eyes to what you really see
nothing lastes forever
just like your life on this place we call earth
your taught you do things for your self
so grab shit pull a trick and run


last thoughts
why is it people say thier okay face to face
but when walked around the back head down with tears you can't fight ..

Song

Nothing to lose
Something to gain
i am hear for you
and thats all there is to it
we never paid any attention to anyone
and why should we start now
what we have is something
it not like it can turn to nothing
we both feel the same way
all i need you to know..
let me think
well you know that i love you
but not so much in love with you just yet
i mean we still kinda on that early stage
and i not trying to sound mean at all
but at the same time you gotta know where i'm coming from
you are the only one to make me feel this way
i have a history and all you do is brush it off like nothing
one of the best things about you is your eyes
i mean they are like gold to me with little dimond sparkles when they shine
we so weird at sometimes its funny to see how we react to somethings
the way you act with me is not what i'm used to
i mean with the fighting and the cusing all the bad things
we have none of that but even when we fight just a little
hahaha we just kiss and make up just like we wresling back when we were kids
i gotta come out with this
no holding me back
now you know as well as everyone else
that
i love you and
thats everything to gain
listen ....

Swag Over

Put them sawg on like we put them vans on
wen i step up to the plate they be like damn back up
nah i aint cocky but when it comes to the words i come quick
i know how to make em get on dem kness like their girls do when we party
swag over the roof just like your moms when she jumpped off
we aint got time to put up with em haters
got them hats flowing out my closet
and i don't mean my fitteds im talkin about them cats
im on that next level ish
i say waht i want
get that the next day only cuz i got my swag over the top
it aint much to me i grab what i want just walk out
they be stunned to see me in thier stores they don't bother charging me nothing
you rockin with me trust me when i say life is easy
but ill let you in a our secret
listen.....man get the fuk out my face when i turn my swag over
hahaha