Over-Whelmed

I've been through to much to even remember anything
and when i start to think back some stuff come back blury
maybe because i'd tried before to get rid of that thought before
everyone always talking about hwo its only a matter of time
before the shit is all good and the good times come
well your wrong because you have to remember
it helps you to become something that makes you stronger in the mind as is
so when i say think about what i say
don't take to much feeling other wise you might get stuck
only because i have to much to say
take what i say in to conserdiation but don't remenis to had on what the fact is

Moved from place to place
delt with alot of things over the years
brother me to the point im at right now
and i can only say im not feeling to good as is
its back to cover your feelings
so don't let it build up becasue it can hurt you in the future
....
when i come across problems now its like a million to one
i think of that million which makes it harder on me
but its something that im used to or been used to
its like when a guy bust in the girls mouth and she took to much and she chocks
hahah thats what you get when you start to think how i think
i'm the only me i've done what i do and the way i am makes me
i am the becoming of something strong
something that you have never thought about
and thats okay only because nowi got you all by surprise

last thoughts
I can never run out of things to say
when it comes to making you people understand the importance
What i say and speak to you all

If you think you got it down packed
than why do you have thoes stress build ups and take it out
on the people that you feel bad for after the fact of whats been done

Ps. Think of everything you do before you do it
your not only afecting you but everyone around you can get damaged from your afect